| | I'm bummed. I've been having happy dreams lately, but the Hunniebee wasn't in it. I always wondered why he wasn't-- even while dreaming it. Who knows, right? After complaining to him how unhappy I am he tried to surprise me at the Asian supermarket I was suppose to go to, but I decided not too 'cause I was too blaaahed. So that got screwed. I feel like such a self-centered bitch. We live to die-- so why not be happy while doing it?-- but if your happiness becomes someone elses sorrow, what do you do? I haven't the slightest clue. Also thought shopping would do the trick today, but it didn't. Maybe I should go back to writing poems to relieve stress, har. Thanks Hai for listening to me complain about everything and it's offsprings. Thanks for not judging me or trying to explain myself to me-- thanks for simply listening to my nothingness. (Other then calling me really skinny and sick looking.. lol)
Emotional rollercoaster. Everything I do no pisses me off. ErRr.. ahhh.. eeiikkk.. oiesh.
A little poem from years back...
I'd smile a milllion smiles if it would bring you closer to me..
I'd live a thousand dreams juz to make real life seem like fantasy..
I'd walk to the end of the rainbow to find the gift from you the gift of love that's always true..
I'd light the fire that has been long gone juz to hold you in these arms
I'd pray to god and all the galaxy just to have you here with me
But doesn't matter what I do.. it only matters when it means something to you
Things for me to do:
February 1 - First day of school
February 2 - Dinner with my other half. (27th month)
February 3 - Dad's Birthday
February 4 - Off to the Poconos
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| | Posted 1/31/2005 10:28 PM - 18 Views - 40 eProps - 23 comments
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